Pick one?

Emotions can be such messy bits of reality. If u spend long enough desensitizing yourself to it, what happens when u start feeling again? I’ve started remembering what real feelings are like, I don’t like them! While I’m not cut out to be a tuff cookie, I sure try :/
Anyone up for offering alternate perspective?What [...]

Lyrics: Out of Reach

This sounds like i feel….

Out of ReachWritten by Gabrielle/Jonathan Shorten
Knew the signsWasn’t rightI was stupid for a whileSwept away by youAnd now I feel like a fool
So confused, my heart’s bruisedWas I ever loved by you
Out of reach, so farI never had your heartOut of reach, couldn’t seeWe were never meant to be
Catch myself from [...]

Tainted

My Lips are tainted by your kisses

As I whisper

Into the mute silence

Of our secrets

House of Lies

Searching out the truth in a house of lies
Your eyes betray your secrets tonight
I try to redeem my heart…
But its tied to yours.

Wanting This

If I could undo this
Wishing for a time reversal
If I could stop this before it began
The somber serenading of these regrets
The wistful vision of every tomorrow
Left with crumbling insanity prodding at my sanity
Chasing after us through time dimensions
Physical contusions
Repositioning reality
I don’t want
to want this

Metaphors & Magic

I am awake for a thousand yearsYet, dreaming of you

I feel like a watcher dreamer seeker,And you are my knight sorcerer lover

I Clutch at the broken mirror of realityand pocket my delusions

Thoughts

I’m feeling poetic.
Verse sitting at the edge of my thoughts, willing me to pen them down.
Ex nahilo creation… creation out of nothing.
Always interesting, always mine, even when I feel like nothing.
Mesmerized and transfixed in the chronic time drain, willing my self to want more than just an array of words to mark my blog and [...]

Books: He’s just NOT that into you

A wicked weekend away with the girls, crawling home with the remaining bits of sanity barely intact. Sore bodies from ice skating, sore eyes from not sleeping… no more caffeine! I needed sleep.
There’s something about being incredibly tired, and not being able to Sleep that irritates the life outa me and [...]

Desire

Molten desireBurning ice and Frozen fire
Slipping into the curvatureOf your whispers
Toying with the powerOf a thousand dreams

One MORE Kiss

one more kiss before i leave
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