The Solitary seeker

I’m giving up my space as an emotional vegetable and taking back my power…When u finally sit back and reflect on how destructive and hopeless something is for u…Why do these things still hurt?I’m extremely emotionally exhausted . I don’t possess anger to keep me together. I just wanna sit still… and be blown away [...]

1…2…3…GO!

The irony of being where I am right now.
Is that life and fate are emptying my world of everything important,
Snatching away people that I love,
Pulling out the nails that keep me in place,
Denting the roof
And opening the windows so that the draught blows in.
Maybe… it’s the turning point…
Maybe it’s the step to replacing everything [...]

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I’m Breaking up with YOU

For the last 22 months this blog has been my vent, my space, my thoughts,Mostly a home for my hurt and heartache.I see now, that I’ve become an errorist.Errorist: someone who keeps making the same mistake.

One year of unforgivable damage,personal regressions,self blame,dented emotions,bruised identity,anger and emotion therapy…
I got my foot caught in a bear trap,and [...]

Remember?

remember when …
…getting high meant swinging at the playground
…the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties
…your worst enemies were your siblings
…the prettiest girl you knew was your mom
…your dad was the coolest guy ever
…wearing skirts meant you were princess not a slut
…the only thing that hurt was skinned [...]

would u?

aww, i thought this was too cute!imagine if food actually guilted you this way

Defying Gravity

WICKED lyrics

Peeping into the Crystal Ball

I hope Karma Bites you in the Ass.

Peeping into the Crystal Ball

I hope Karma bites you in the ass.

How does one begin?

I ironed my hair today, smoothing out my curls.For those who don’t know, I’ve got naturally curly hair. I look like a gollywog Curls are only gratified in the summer.As I ironed out my tresses, I realized… when I die and am resurrected, I’ll have curly hair.I’m not really sure what structure the soul [...]