This weekend was interesting at the very least, its abit strange how we find ourselves tangled in social web, so many situations, meeting so many people, discovering as many experiences. My contemplations surround positive energy… More so coz I’m lacking greatly in that department.
My state of constant turmoil… is simply worded as : ‘ok, what happens next?’
My chronic fixation on the future without doing anything positive to jet propel me forward, doesn’t help. So…What happens now? The procrastinator awakens!!

Reality has become somewhat blurry, with people disappearing off the face of communication. I need to remind myself… My boyfriend was NOT married to nelly furtado. (lol) that’s a story for another day. Best friend has disappeared back to sleepyville (why in the world) …

I’m in need of a huge recharge of positive energy!!
Seated in the midst of life, I think that I think too much.
Brain anesthetic has been a wonder. Recent encounter with one of my Heroes has reminded me that I don’t write anymore. I haven’t been ‘writing’ for 3 yrs… or since I started blogging, coz basically, that’s it. I don’t do poetry, no more graphics design, no more prose… maybe it’s a good time to start excavating the creative genius (assuming that there is one hiding somewhere)

My mind is functional in abstracts… but its keeping me sane… for the moment.
I’m armed… 2 litres of coke and a butterfly net, I’m off to chase down some dreams, and maybe I can whip up some interesting lines.

Laters,
Lady