Just a quick hi

this sounds like the subject line of most of my emails, and the default sms greeting:

‘Just a quick hi’

Calls the office:
Just a quick hi, i wanna let you know that i’m not coming in today , i have better things to do.
The other side: WHAT???
Me again : Nah, just kidding , i’m coming in late

Getting back to reality, i’m busy busy busy, i know i dont write anything coherent or imaginative anymore - but its in the works …. SOON!!!
i’m meaning to complete doing some type of editing to my blog and the pretty things that go there,
AND!!!!! i need to update my blogroll (MJ watch this space - hehehe… getting closer),

ANYHOOoo i don’t have the fucking time to finish anything coz right now i’m procrastinating that i have an advert to finish designing for an assignment *GRRR* {for those of you who still don’t know wot i do, i’m a media geek (more the marketing environment mix magazine industry and advertising) and now u know- or still don’t :D}

and i’m writing a mean ass Linguistic exam this week and i already know that its gonna BITE!!!!

NOW that i’m done griping, i watched…. August Rush! which is part romance, part gentle fantasy, but this sweet drama is all heart.

OmG!!! wow, stunning movie, WATCH IT if you haven’t already!!!!

Now isn’t the right time to start feeling emotions like a normal human being.
I think my whole aloof princess mix ice-queen mix Social butterfly persona just backed up into a tree when
Agent Exclusive introduced me to Leona Lewis’s ‘Bleeding Love’ , —- omg!! i’m actually feeling soft on the inside in the real world, like wtf, i can’t turn into a marshmallow right now.
I may live in a box, but its safe where i am.

Need to deal with Agent Exclusive coming back to SA after a big top secret international mission (note to self, NEVER date politicians, cia types, or forensic specialists ever again) - yassis at least the week post exam will be interesting enough

So i got into bed with my MXIT and logging in i find HIM there.
Now in the normal world when YOU both realise that you can’t get married for various reasons - rational spiritual or psychotic- its nice to leave each other the FUCK alone, right?? WONG!!!
Being human, its never an easy thing to do.

For some reason i think of u when i get into bed
Why? is it coz i’m the only other insomniac u know and u need me to bore u to sleep with eccentric tales from my real life?
Maybe i enjoy your company
i think of you when i watch NICE movies…
Really?
i want you to watch august rush, and tell me what you think of the picture.

Back to reality . . . there’s something seriously screwed up with this picture!!!!!!

which brings me back to pondering over OrganHarvester’s quote:

No matter how hard u try to forget about something or someone, the universe will conspire to skull fuck you with reminders

That may be true…

but there are times you need to stop crucifying yourself,

and you gotta let life come to you, and let things work themselves out of your system.

Though, its always good to do the right thing, the right way for the right reasons.